No.
But I have had testing, and I do have to deal with mania, and bipolar (aka Manic Depressive).I have a quack as well.
Thank god, I'm somehow getting along okay as of late.
But...I have often felt that when I'm walking around I sometimes have to remind myself this is reality....and often times I have to pull myself out of my constant stream of consciousness and adjust to the consciousness of everything else around me. I could say that, sometimes I have to pull myself back out from myself. Does that make any sense? *scratches head*
It's kind of disturbing, and I often become flustered and wonder if anyone's noticed. Rage hasn't occurred as often, but when it has happened in the past, even my father can become afraid of me. That side of me, scares even me, because I don't like hurting people, bet it verbally or whatever. Not cool AT ALL.
I really really care about people, especially those close to me. My closest friends and family know that once I am their friend, it's unlikely I will desert them. I don't trust people that easily, so it's hard at first. But many people who get to know me do tell them I've given them hope or something (which is kind of weird because I don't really think there's anything all that amazing about me).
My problem becomes, that I absorb so much of what is around me (like a sponge or mega empath) that I become overwhelmed and overloaded, saddened, exhausted, or angry and irritable. Some people absorb what others feel one on one, well...I just have to walk into a fucking room...and it's like I feel everything. It's enough to drive ya crazy sometimes! Dx
Recently, I've reexamined meditation, and protective visualization to create a barrier around myself.
It seems to work well, though I have to renew it several times a day. Whether or not you believe in auras or astral parts of yourself isn't needed. The point is. It works. Mind over matter could arguably be applied here.
*huggles* Thanks for sharing this, and even though I don't know you in real life: you are you, and as long as you remember and know this, there's no shame in being the way you are.
I've had to constantly remind myself of this too, as many people do not understand me either. We just have to be a little tougher than average. You take care okay? ^^

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You basically just described me too! I have panic disorder, generalized anxiety, agoraphobia, clinical depression, and bipolar 2. I honestly thinks all just 1 disorder we don't know how to desipher

Its SO nice to know I'm not alone in this, but at the same time I don't want anyone to have to feel like this ..

Thank you for the kind words and understanding, we'll make it through this together ^^

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i know i have it love,

but i'm starting to seperate myself from the world.
i'm into astrology so i did some surching on my artosign. (scorpion all the way!!)

and i found out i have three stages. and i'm trying to hit the third stange of power and and complet tranquilty.

just hang in there and soon everything will fall right.


i'm currentlty studying for an associates in psychology.
i don't have a shrink. but i am able to identify my problems and then try to solve them. i've actually let go of someone dear to me, but we stay in touch. just focuse on yourself and making yourself feel happy and satisfied. (my not a profesor, or shrink.) {i'm just proud, and i like to solve my own problems}

so i give your a big hug and a pat on the back. and whatever advice i can try to give.

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I wish I could believe in more spiritual stuff but my brain says NAY, this is not scientific and logical!! But I am glad that it helps you!!

<3 Thank you love. I was very proud too until I became suicidal and knew that I needed someone to lead me out of it.. and my family was in huge turmoil so I couldn't turn to them. I'm proud that you can work through these things on your own. It's hard! Ive dealt with it all my life and it doesn't get much easier!

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at times it may feel like it just might get harder.
just hang in there.
and keep your mind a float.

things do have ways of working themselves out.

so keep strong love!!!!

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Hmm, I don't think I do, but it's been a couple years since I've seen a psychologist. I might have been at one time though.